nothing special today ~10 10 10

heyy ppl. remember what date today? yes, october 10th 2010 or 10 10 10



nice and lucky date, right? maybe some single person just find her/his soulmate today. or someone celebrate her/his birthday today. yeah, something happy. i should go to school right now (to celebrate charitas friendly match). but something was wrong, i'm sick. i feel my body comes wrong, i got headache, my head feel droop, slugish, my breath being hot too. and my asthma is on. you must know, when my asthma on, it's not easy to breathing. my breath likes have a sound 'ngik ngok ngik ngok'. list :
- went to church
- lunch at warung bu kris, fatmawati
- played ds
- online -----> now
- go to pim (maybe)
- otm letters to juliet :))
- sleep and wake up at 5.30am tomorrow

so hot on outside, maybe when i go to cfm now, i can fainting cause so hot. i think i can laugh together. collect garbage together. watch a basketball with my friends. but now, i still in my room. with air conditioner is on, radio is on, my acer with modem is on. its really really comfort here. you can try it (of course in your room, not mine :p) but you know, bermain di dunia maya not better than laugh with my friends. yaa, dunia maya tetep aja dunia maya. kita cuma bisa ketawa sendiri, nangis sendiri, ngobrol sama orang di antah berantah dan ngebuat mata kita jadi rusak. jauh lebih enak kalo gua bisa pergi ke cfm atau ke pim sama mama sekarang. its really boring guys. okay, maybe i can sleep now. and maybe i can have nice dream. its better than just chit chat with another world. okay BYEE MY SWEETHEART

my hell world

you know, my dad don't understand with my activities. i think my dad don't understand too with jakarta life and traffic jam. yeah, selesai gua ikut cfm(charitas friendly match) 7 dengan badan letih lesu lunglai cause udh harus nyampe di sekolah td pagi at 7am and baru pulang at 4pm. seharusnya dari ch ke rumah cm 20 menitan kurang lebih, dan tadi gua bener bener badmood dgn keadaan traffic jam jakarta yg ga nyante bgtt. kay, i tell you :

pertama gua nunggu angkot s12 tercintah lamceee bgt, grgr macet gua harus jalan dulu untuk mendapatkan s12 tercintah. sampe di daerah bona indah terjadilah 1st traffic jam on my 'journey' ya. mungkin macetnya 25mntan baru sampe dapur susu dan gua gelisah resah. sampe ada ibu ibu yg kebelet pipis dan dia berulang kali gelisah resah melebihi gua. i got some convertations with her :
me : ah najis macet bgt deh, di marahin nyokap sampe rumah
stranger : emg gini dek jakarta, mulai nyari ribut. pas hari H kiamatnya aja tuh baru ribet
me : haha iya bu. drtd saya udh 25mnt padahal biasanya cm 20mnt sampe rumah
stranger : jakarta udh ga bener, mulai dari pemerintahannya, presiden (no offense mr. sby), sampah di mana mana, macetnya bener bener ga bisa di kompromi deh
me : makanya bu, pas katanya kiamat aja udh sibuk si jakarta, eh tapi sekarang kumat lagi macet di mana mana
stranger : iya nih, mana ibu kebelet pipis, apa pipis di botol aja ya?
me : haha maaf bu saya ga mau liat, mendingan ke toilet umum aja
stranger : hening
oh iya ibu turun di masjid depan aja keburu ngompol
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okay, sampe situ aja conv gua sm stranger yg merupakan ibu ibu kebelet pipis. trs pas di daerah dapur susu terjadilah 2nd traffic jam on my 'journey' rasa gelisah dan resah gua menjadi meraja lela karena si abang memilih untuk putar balik ke pondok labu, OHMYGOOOOSH its not good solution bang. you know, pondok labu adalah ladangnya kemacetan. mereka tidak bisa melihat cermatnya para semut yg mengantri, mereka hanya menyerobot bagaikan ibu ibu ngantri minyak tanah okay? terjadilah 3rd traffic jam on my 'journey' . HELL pondok labu adalah mala petaka gua mendapatkan macet sampe 1jam an lebih gtdeh. astagah mata udh setengah nutup, badan lemes dan mata ga bisa tenang liat para mobil dan motor searching trouble. akhirnya gua memilih untuk berhitung motor yang sudah tidak tau tata krama, hhhhmm kalo ga salah udh nyampe 6an motor nyari masalah hakakakak. untungnya setelah itu gua bisa ngeliatin pasar pondok labu dan berusaha ngitungin orang yang berbaju merah, kuning dan hijau. setelah itu baru gua merasa come back to my world, setelah di pinang gt baru gua bisa ngeliat jalan lurus tanpa deretan mobil dan motor. uououo~

ternyata my hell world today its not finished, mama papa udh nangkring di pintu kamar selayaknya ibu ibu kosan yg nungguin anaknya ga bayar uang selama sebulan. yup, udh gua bilang mereka ga ngerti gimana keadaannya dan seenaknya marahin gua. i just got some tears cause they don't understand me and don't know what happened. yeah, maybe gua cengeng tapi gua ga suka mereka marah karena hal yg ga jelas gitu. gua ga suka mereka seenaknya gitu. sorry mom dad. okedeh badan gua masih lengket, still sleepy, still with my smell (yeah it's not good you know) dan must take a shower right now. BYEE :**

dont cry D';

hey princess, you cant cry cause your prince leave you. just fight with your feel, okay?

itu qoute gua kasih buat temen-temen gua yang lagi nangis darah garagara cowo doang. please, tell me why? just because he forgot you or just because you are not number one in his heart (of course his mom dad, and fave games is number one)? heyy, remember. we are still kid and love (between you and boyf) not too be taken serious. when your boyf chose to decided you as his girlf, dont cry! dont sad! its better than you must cry every night in your room. and single is better (to me, but im in a realitionship now) cause single is means you can looks many handsome boy, but in a realitionship isn't. and dont cry when he has new girlf, dont feel like you easy to forget. if you cry or show that you are jealous, it can makes he happy. so, dont do that!



please, never cry for him, girls. but fight with this feeling. dont let love can controls you. but always controls your feel and your love to him.

"YES"

even just a word, but "YES" is difficult word to say, when we confused.

the most handsome people in my heart

#5 #jude law



i dunno why, but his face always make me melting, ohmy so sexyy

#4 #cory monteith



finn? yes so tall, so make me tiptoe higher

#3 #zac efron



always in my heart. sexy too

#2 #joe jonas



he has cute face. and his mustache so tempting

okay, the cutest and the most handsome boy in my heart is *tooooot~vuvuzela*

#1 #john mayer



JOHN MAYER! always forever in my heart. his voice is very comfert. and his guitar? make you melting! of course john mayer's face, love ya :**

i think my holiday will be boring

yap. its holiday. and every holiday i always said to my parents "mom dad please its holiday, i want vacation! so boring with my activities" but, they never heard me!! oke, mama papa kenapa ka chika boleh jalan-jalan sama temennya? kenapa ka yoan boleh keluar masuk rumah? kenapa olla ga boleh? eventhough i already to change my score and i have good score? oke FINE its not fair! im not baby, im teenage girl right now. i want know the real world. i want know everything. i was growing, i want to do everthing that i want. please mom dad, im just hoping.



yes, alone. without friends and everything cant make me happy right now. so bad

do you believe love at first sight?

some people said "love at first sight its really exist" but i never believe that. love at first sight only affect the outward appearance, not from his behaviour. maybe, gua sering kea gitu. tapi seperti apa yang gua bilang itu cuma karena fisiknya, dan mungkin gua ga tau sifat aslinya. and love at first sight wouldn't survive. gua yakin itu, karena first love gua yg duluuu itu gitu -_- biasa waktu itu gua masih abg labil (okay, actually still until this day)



but, my friend tell me that "love at first sight" happened to her. yes, she is fall in love. and i always listened her story *good bestie* okay, back to "love at first sight" so? what is the true answer? you can tell me what is the answer. i must know, to continue this post *bye my mom is angry cause i havent learn*