dont cry D';

hey princess, you cant cry cause your prince leave you. just fight with your feel, okay?

itu qoute gua kasih buat temen-temen gua yang lagi nangis darah garagara cowo doang. please, tell me why? just because he forgot you or just because you are not number one in his heart (of course his mom dad, and fave games is number one)? heyy, remember. we are still kid and love (between you and boyf) not too be taken serious. when your boyf chose to decided you as his girlf, dont cry! dont sad! its better than you must cry every night in your room. and single is better (to me, but im in a realitionship now) cause single is means you can looks many handsome boy, but in a realitionship isn't. and dont cry when he has new girlf, dont feel like you easy to forget. if you cry or show that you are jealous, it can makes he happy. so, dont do that!



please, never cry for him, girls. but fight with this feeling. dont let love can controls you. but always controls your feel and your love to him.

"YES"

even just a word, but "YES" is difficult word to say, when we confused.

the most handsome people in my heart

#5 #jude law



i dunno why, but his face always make me melting, ohmy so sexyy

#4 #cory monteith



finn? yes so tall, so make me tiptoe higher

#3 #zac efron



always in my heart. sexy too

#2 #joe jonas



he has cute face. and his mustache so tempting

okay, the cutest and the most handsome boy in my heart is *tooooot~vuvuzela*

#1 #john mayer



JOHN MAYER! always forever in my heart. his voice is very comfert. and his guitar? make you melting! of course john mayer's face, love ya :**

i think my holiday will be boring

yap. its holiday. and every holiday i always said to my parents "mom dad please its holiday, i want vacation! so boring with my activities" but, they never heard me!! oke, mama papa kenapa ka chika boleh jalan-jalan sama temennya? kenapa ka yoan boleh keluar masuk rumah? kenapa olla ga boleh? eventhough i already to change my score and i have good score? oke FINE its not fair! im not baby, im teenage girl right now. i want know the real world. i want know everything. i was growing, i want to do everthing that i want. please mom dad, im just hoping.



yes, alone. without friends and everything cant make me happy right now. so bad

do you believe love at first sight?

some people said "love at first sight its really exist" but i never believe that. love at first sight only affect the outward appearance, not from his behaviour. maybe, gua sering kea gitu. tapi seperti apa yang gua bilang itu cuma karena fisiknya, dan mungkin gua ga tau sifat aslinya. and love at first sight wouldn't survive. gua yakin itu, karena first love gua yg duluuu itu gitu -_- biasa waktu itu gua masih abg labil (okay, actually still until this day)



but, my friend tell me that "love at first sight" happened to her. yes, she is fall in love. and i always listened her story *good bestie* okay, back to "love at first sight" so? what is the true answer? you can tell me what is the answer. i must know, to continue this post *bye my mom is angry cause i havent learn*

i dunno, but i love my life :)

some people say that "i hate my life, i want to die" or something like that. i hate when someone say that, its seems that you dont embrace your life. i know, maybe you have many problem, but God will give you a chance to fight it. gua juga punya masalah, dan gua tau itu harus gua hadapin. gua juga tau kalo masalah yang gua hadapin sekarang ini, itu pasti punya jalan keluar. sometimes i like to pour out my heart to my mom or my sister. its better than you just write it in your diary, cause diary cant give you a solution. my mom allways said "just be patient and strong, you cant do that, my dear. and dont forget to pray and allways hope with Jesus"
thanks to my mom, you are my grit in my hard time :)

i love all in my life
i love my family


i love my friends and bestf


and i love my boyf


MWAH :**

HELO i come back

uouououo~~
setelah gua beberapa abad absen ngeblog karena acara sibuk, manggung sana sini, di canada lah, paris, mexico dan kita bisa bertemu kembali.

pertama tama gua mau ngucapin buat yang muslim, selamat puasa. semoga nasib dan derita kalian selama ini bisa berguna untuk masa depan. Amen.

oke karena gua nonmuslim, jadi gua ga puasa. yaa kalo puasa juga palingan gua biasa aja. makan ga makan juga biasa aja. nyokap aja udah berulang kali nyuruh gua makan, eh mager bgt gua. jadilah gua kurus dan menawan seperti ini.

pas gua di angkot kemaren pulang dari sekolah, ada aja orang yang agak menyinggung hati dan jiwa gua. karena haus dan dahaga ga bisa di tahan jadi gua beli fresfea. sepintas ada mas mas ngeliatin gua dengan begitu menggairahkan. 'yaTuhan, olla takut. olla takut.' pikiran gua udah ke mana mana. gua kira gua bakal di jambret atau di plototin doang. karena keadaan gua sendiri waktu itu, makin takutlah gua. oke, jadi gua naik angkot lagi. pas di angkot gua juga di liatin. 'hanjing, apaan nih? muka gua ada apaan deh drtd di liatin?' pikiran udah melayang ke hal hal mustahil yg negative.

pas gua mau turun dari angkot. si abang angkot yang rupawan-_- mulai bicara 'dek, ini pada puasa' speechless gua langsung ngeluarin duit trus senyum 3 detik dan lari.

itulah kegoblokan gua~