this song is coloring my day

David Choi - By My Side

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking
I am waiting as the time goes by
I think of you with every breath I take
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine
You're all I see, in everything.

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this
but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever
right here by my side.

All the fears you feel inside
and all the tears you cry
they're ending right here
I'll heal your heart and soul
I'll keep you oh so close
Don't worry; I'll never let you go
You're all I need, you're everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever
right here by my side.

No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy, but its true
I love you.
I didn't think that it would be
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

~~~~i'm speechless when i know that my boyf can play guitar with this song. cause i love this song very muccchh. hhm maybe i always play this song everyday on my ipod. wuwuwu and he told me that he'll play guitar with this song to me. YOU MAKE ME MELTING UNTIL NOW! aaaa ily BYE :*

got some trouble (with familly)

hello :) actually this smile emotion it's fake smile cause i'm have bad news.

my dad and my mom is fighting :( always just cause simple trouble. my garden is on renovation. my dad like gardening, but my mom doesn't like his hobby cause my dad just plants that he likes. and after that, when my mom want to renovation, she forgot and remove some plant of my dad.

and when my dad was at home, he's angry to much. and usually my mom keep silent, but not like now. my mom is angry too. yeah, it's really really bad. a great war between my parents. i just can peeked through my bedroom door. and crying, i told to my sister that it's very bad. i can't stop that tears until my friend, amanda called me. i told to her. and she's said "olla, be patient be strong. God have new way to your family. your parents being better" big thanks, big hug, big kiss to you amanda.

i'm scared if my mom and my dad is broken. and i'm brokenhome. please, do that you're not a kid. please do like you're both are my parents. please God, make this situation is being good. please i don't know how to fix this problema, i think its more than enough. i'm crying but i realize, tears can't help me to solve my problem. JESUS i need you more than anything now.



dad mom please promise to me and my sister, that you both will make it up and your love never broken. promise like 18 years ago (maybe, i forget :p) you make some promise to God and the others, that you'll never broke until God makes someone of you is died (ohmyGod don't do it God, until i have child and they grow up :))

p s : please mom dad, i hope you both can make it up