ohmygoddddd. i love this moment. Jesus Christ was born. not just for today, but everyday in Christian's heart. Yeah, important day for me. and maybe for you. idk :) i love Christmas even though i can't feel the snow in Indonesia. but one day, i'll play throwing and catching with my family or my friend or my boyF. I WILL. and i hope i can celebrate Christmas in New York or Paris or London.
ohhh i hope soo. okay, even though i don't go somewhere lyk out of town or overseas. it's enough. just singing with my family in front of Christmas tree, with lots of cakes, jokes, smiles and loves. at 8 pm, we played glee cast Christmas, and we dance together. hahihuheho. and the best part is my aunt gave to me and my sista lots of money :33333 HO HO HO this is the real Christmas that i want. she told me, that we can shopping after the party (but we aren't, cause the party is over at 11.30 pm). after that we sang church song andthen we listend Reverand's sermon. hhhhh, love love love. okay just that. now............... December 25th 2010 going to 2011 :) lets see our new year. be a good year or not? Jesus knows all. so don't stop hope and pray to Him. so everything will be okay.
and Jesus please make Santa is real. and i hope he's in Indonesia, precisely at my home. i have 5 wishes :
1. i want Jesus always beside me.
2. i want my family always happy, hhmm maybe just a lil' problem, but just a little so i hope many many miracle or love between us
3. i wanna find my true best friend, not FAKE best friend, not backstabber, not loser, not liar.
4. i want new phone, cause i lost my phone.
5. and i wanna be a wise girl, a kind girl, a smart girl. so i can make my parents happy with my scores and proud with myself :)
please God, for number 1, i hope You're beside me.... now.
i can't see You, but i can't feel that you always protected me. ME LOVE YOU JESUS :) BYE all, GodLoveYou.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
hellu. i'm come back
heeyyyy,
long time no post here
a few weeks i got some hurts :/ trouble :(( cried :'( laughed :D happy moment :) and many more. done with my exams and start to my HOLIDAY!! yiiippiiee. HEY christmas, HEY 2011 ! ! but before that i hv one task -_- piano concert by cinere musik. k, its not bad. but my partner in concert is high school student (you know i'm junior hs student) and i don't know they very well. we never meet before, it makes me lazy.
hhhhhhh, i'm tired to exercise! cause i look poor or stupid or something like that.
huaaa, but i wanna tell you about the sweet conv. i got this from my tumblr (http://www.newyorkparty.tumblr.com ). almost cry cause it always stuck in my head till right now. k, let me tell me you the dialog. please, sit down, stop to tweeting or tumblring or chatting.
Brought tears to my eyes.
Boy: Hey, hun!
Girl: Hey.
Boy: I missed you at school today. Why weren't you there?
Girl: Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy: Oh really? Why?
Girl: Oh, nothing. Just some annual shots, that's all.
Boy: Oh.
Girl: So what did you guys do in Math today?
Boy: You didn't miss anything that great, just a lot of notes.
Girl: Okay, good.
Boy: Yeah.
Girl: Hey, I have a question to ask.
Boy: Okay, ask away.
Girl: How much do you love me?
Boy: You know I love you more than anything in this world.
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Why did you ask?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Is something wrong?
Girl: No. Nothing at all. Um. How much do you care about me?
Boy: I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.
Girl: You would?
Boy: Yeah of course I would. *sounding worried* Is there something wrong?
Girl: No, everything's fine.
Boy: Are you sure?
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Okay. I hope so.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: I would take a bullet for you any day, hun.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Any day. Now, seriously, is there something wrong?
Girl: No, I'm fine. You're fine. We're fine. Everyone and everything is fine.
Boy: Okay.
Girl: Well, I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow at school.
Boy: Alright, bye. I love you!
Girl: Yeah. I love you too. Bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
Boy: Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?
Friend: No.
Boy: Oh.
Friend: She wasn't here yesterday, either.
Boy: I know. She was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend: Well, dude, you know how girls are sometimes.
Boy: Yeah, but not her.
Friend: I don't know what else to say, man.
Boy: Okay, well I gotta get to English. I'll see ya after school.
Friend: Yeah I gotta get to Science. Later.
THAT NIGHT
Girl: Hello?
Boy: Hey.
Girl: Oh, hey.
Boy: Why weren't you at school today?
Girl: Uh, I had another appointment with the doctor.
Boy: Are you sick?
Girl: Um, I have to go. My mom’s calling on the other line.
Boy: I’ll wait.
Girl: It may take a while. I’ll call you later.
Boy: Alright. I love you.
-very long pause-
Girl: *with a tears in her eyes* Look, I think we should break up.
Boy: What?!
Girl: It’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I love you.
THE GIRL DOESN’T COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE
Boy: Hey dude.
Friend: Hey.
Boy: What’s up?
Friend: Nothing. Hey, have you talked to your ex lately?
Boy: No.
Friend: So you didn’t hear?
Boy: Hear what?
Friend: Um, I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you…
Boy: Dude, just tell me!
Friend: Uh. Call this number, 433-555-3468.
Boy: Okay, thanks!
BOY CALLS THE NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
Voice: Hello, Suppam County Hospital. This is Nurse Victoria.
Boy: Uh, I must have the wrong number. I’m looking for my friend.
Voice: What is their name, sir?
*boy gives info*
Voice: Yes, this is the right number. She’s one of our patients here.
Boy: Really? Why? What happened? How is she?
Voice: Her room number is 646 in building A, suite 3.
Boy: WHAT HAPPENED?!
Voice: Please come by, sir, and you can see her. Goodbye.
Boy: WAIT! NO!
THE BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM 646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. THE GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy: Oh my God, are you okay?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Dear, talk to me!
Girl: I..
Boy: You what?
Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.
Boy: *breaks into tears*
Girl: They're taking me off tonight.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .
Boy: Why didn’t you tell me?
Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.
Boy: You could never hurt me.
Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.
Boy: Huh?
Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy: *crying*
Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be there with you.
Boy: Then why did you break up with me?
Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.
The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
THE NOTE SAID:
“I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”
long time no post here
a few weeks i got some hurts :/ trouble :(( cried :'( laughed :D happy moment :) and many more. done with my exams and start to my HOLIDAY!! yiiippiiee. HEY christmas, HEY 2011 ! ! but before that i hv one task -_- piano concert by cinere musik. k, its not bad. but my partner in concert is high school student (you know i'm junior hs student) and i don't know they very well. we never meet before, it makes me lazy.
hhhhhhh, i'm tired to exercise! cause i look poor or stupid or something like that.
huaaa, but i wanna tell you about the sweet conv. i got this from my tumblr (http://www.newyorkparty.tumblr.com ). almost cry cause it always stuck in my head till right now. k, let me tell me you the dialog. please, sit down, stop to tweeting or tumblring or chatting.
Brought tears to my eyes.
Boy: Hey, hun!
Girl: Hey.
Boy: I missed you at school today. Why weren't you there?
Girl: Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy: Oh really? Why?
Girl: Oh, nothing. Just some annual shots, that's all.
Boy: Oh.
Girl: So what did you guys do in Math today?
Boy: You didn't miss anything that great, just a lot of notes.
Girl: Okay, good.
Boy: Yeah.
Girl: Hey, I have a question to ask.
Boy: Okay, ask away.
Girl: How much do you love me?
Boy: You know I love you more than anything in this world.
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Why did you ask?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Is something wrong?
Girl: No. Nothing at all. Um. How much do you care about me?
Boy: I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.
Girl: You would?
Boy: Yeah of course I would. *sounding worried* Is there something wrong?
Girl: No, everything's fine.
Boy: Are you sure?
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Okay. I hope so.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: I would take a bullet for you any day, hun.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Any day. Now, seriously, is there something wrong?
Girl: No, I'm fine. You're fine. We're fine. Everyone and everything is fine.
Boy: Okay.
Girl: Well, I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow at school.
Boy: Alright, bye. I love you!
Girl: Yeah. I love you too. Bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
Boy: Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?
Friend: No.
Boy: Oh.
Friend: She wasn't here yesterday, either.
Boy: I know. She was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend: Well, dude, you know how girls are sometimes.
Boy: Yeah, but not her.
Friend: I don't know what else to say, man.
Boy: Okay, well I gotta get to English. I'll see ya after school.
Friend: Yeah I gotta get to Science. Later.
THAT NIGHT
Girl: Hello?
Boy: Hey.
Girl: Oh, hey.
Boy: Why weren't you at school today?
Girl: Uh, I had another appointment with the doctor.
Boy: Are you sick?
Girl: Um, I have to go. My mom’s calling on the other line.
Boy: I’ll wait.
Girl: It may take a while. I’ll call you later.
Boy: Alright. I love you.
-very long pause-
Girl: *with a tears in her eyes* Look, I think we should break up.
Boy: What?!
Girl: It’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I love you.
THE GIRL DOESN’T COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE
Boy: Hey dude.
Friend: Hey.
Boy: What’s up?
Friend: Nothing. Hey, have you talked to your ex lately?
Boy: No.
Friend: So you didn’t hear?
Boy: Hear what?
Friend: Um, I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you…
Boy: Dude, just tell me!
Friend: Uh. Call this number, 433-555-3468.
Boy: Okay, thanks!
BOY CALLS THE NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
Voice: Hello, Suppam County Hospital. This is Nurse Victoria.
Boy: Uh, I must have the wrong number. I’m looking for my friend.
Voice: What is their name, sir?
*boy gives info*
Voice: Yes, this is the right number. She’s one of our patients here.
Boy: Really? Why? What happened? How is she?
Voice: Her room number is 646 in building A, suite 3.
Boy: WHAT HAPPENED?!
Voice: Please come by, sir, and you can see her. Goodbye.
Boy: WAIT! NO!
THE BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM 646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. THE GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy: Oh my God, are you okay?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Dear, talk to me!
Girl: I..
Boy: You what?
Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.
Boy: *breaks into tears*
Girl: They're taking me off tonight.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .
Boy: Why didn’t you tell me?
Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.
Boy: You could never hurt me.
Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.
Boy: Huh?
Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy: *crying*
Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be there with you.
Boy: Then why did you break up with me?
Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.
The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
THE NOTE SAID:
“I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”
Friday, November 19, 2010
this song is coloring my day
David Choi - By My Side
I'm just listening to the clock go ticking
I am waiting as the time goes by
I think of you with every breath I take
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine
You're all I see, in everything.
I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this
but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever
right here by my side.
All the fears you feel inside
and all the tears you cry
they're ending right here
I'll heal your heart and soul
I'll keep you oh so close
Don't worry; I'll never let you go
You're all I need, you're everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever
right here by my side.
No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy, but its true
I love you.
I didn't think that it would be
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
~~~~i'm speechless when i know that my boyf can play guitar with this song. cause i love this song very muccchh. hhm maybe i always play this song everyday on my ipod. wuwuwu and he told me that he'll play guitar with this song to me. YOU MAKE ME MELTING UNTIL NOW! aaaa ily BYE :*
I'm just listening to the clock go ticking
I am waiting as the time goes by
I think of you with every breath I take
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine
You're all I see, in everything.
I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this
but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever
right here by my side.
All the fears you feel inside
and all the tears you cry
they're ending right here
I'll heal your heart and soul
I'll keep you oh so close
Don't worry; I'll never let you go
You're all I need, you're everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever
right here by my side.
No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy, but its true
I love you.
I didn't think that it would be
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
~~~~i'm speechless when i know that my boyf can play guitar with this song. cause i love this song very muccchh. hhm maybe i always play this song everyday on my ipod. wuwuwu and he told me that he'll play guitar with this song to me. YOU MAKE ME MELTING UNTIL NOW! aaaa ily BYE :*
Monday, November 1, 2010
got some trouble (with familly)
hello :) actually this smile emotion it's fake smile cause i'm have bad news.
my dad and my mom is fighting :( always just cause simple trouble. my garden is on renovation. my dad like gardening, but my mom doesn't like his hobby cause my dad just plants that he likes. and after that, when my mom want to renovation, she forgot and remove some plant of my dad.
and when my dad was at home, he's angry to much. and usually my mom keep silent, but not like now. my mom is angry too. yeah, it's really really bad. a great war between my parents. i just can peeked through my bedroom door. and crying, i told to my sister that it's very bad. i can't stop that tears until my friend, amanda called me. i told to her. and she's said "olla, be patient be strong. God have new way to your family. your parents being better" big thanks, big hug, big kiss to you amanda.
i'm scared if my mom and my dad is broken. and i'm brokenhome. please, do that you're not a kid. please do like you're both are my parents. please God, make this situation is being good. please i don't know how to fix this problema, i think its more than enough. i'm crying but i realize, tears can't help me to solve my problem. JESUS i need you more than anything now.
dad mom please promise to me and my sister, that you both will make it up and your love never broken. promise like 18 years ago (maybe, i forget :p) you make some promise to God and the others, that you'll never broke until God makes someone of you is died (ohmyGod don't do it God, until i have child and they grow up :))
p s : please mom dad, i hope you both can make it up
my dad and my mom is fighting :( always just cause simple trouble. my garden is on renovation. my dad like gardening, but my mom doesn't like his hobby cause my dad just plants that he likes. and after that, when my mom want to renovation, she forgot and remove some plant of my dad.
and when my dad was at home, he's angry to much. and usually my mom keep silent, but not like now. my mom is angry too. yeah, it's really really bad. a great war between my parents. i just can peeked through my bedroom door. and crying, i told to my sister that it's very bad. i can't stop that tears until my friend, amanda called me. i told to her. and she's said "olla, be patient be strong. God have new way to your family. your parents being better" big thanks, big hug, big kiss to you amanda.
i'm scared if my mom and my dad is broken. and i'm brokenhome. please, do that you're not a kid. please do like you're both are my parents. please God, make this situation is being good. please i don't know how to fix this problema, i think its more than enough. i'm crying but i realize, tears can't help me to solve my problem. JESUS i need you more than anything now.
dad mom please promise to me and my sister, that you both will make it up and your love never broken. promise like 18 years ago (maybe, i forget :p) you make some promise to God and the others, that you'll never broke until God makes someone of you is died (ohmyGod don't do it God, until i have child and they grow up :))
p s : please mom dad, i hope you both can make it up
Thursday, October 28, 2010
HEY PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME HATE YOU!!
okay, stop please! stop attack my bestie! he's not wrong, but why you always want he to apologize first? i will protect my bestfriend. eventhough he is not really likes to protect.
hey my ex and my bestfriend ex
don't be haters
if he had some trouble with you, so please forgive his fault
have you are taught to forgive by your parents?
i hope the answer is "yes"
but i doubt it
please change your attitude
i think it can makes you have many friends
not to have enemy like now
no one want to have enemy. but why you want to have enemy? and the most problem your enemy is your ex-bestfriend. that he always there for you, that he always listen your story but you are just wasting. yeah it's bad. don't do it again and CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE. okay thanks dude, i hope you read my post, and you just realize that you are wrong! BYE :*
Friday, October 15, 2010
trouble maker
dia yang nyari masalah, dia yang minta maaf
mungkin gua sering bgt punya masalah sm dia. walau dia suka bilang kalo gua adalah bestfriendnya, itu ga begitu berarti buat gua. menurut gua, kata bestfriend yang sering dia lontarkan itu ga berarti apa apa kalo hasilnya yaa gini gini aja. oke kita kasih dia julukan 'b'
3 hari yang lalu gua sempet marahan sama dia. hhhm alasannya ga jelas, dia anaknya moody bgt, susah di tebak. oke oke gua ceritain, but it's secret okay? manda sama nana, mereka satu kelas sama gua, mereka temen gua, dan mereka bisa gua bilang bestfriend. mereka suka curhat sama gua, begitu juga gua. tapi 'b' ga suka kalo gua temennan sm mereka berdua. katanya gua berubah, katanya gua udh lama ga terbuka sm dia. tapi kalo gua curhat sama dia, ga bakal ada response yang bener, adanya juga rahasia gua kesebar ke seluruh penjuru angkasa. jadinya gua curhat sama manda, nana. yaa paling enggak mereka bisa ngasih solusi yang bisa buat gua berpikir dengan lancar. bukan gua aja yang curhat, tp mereka juga. dan itu ngebuat kita lengket, right?
'b' mulai sinis. seharian waktu itu gua di kacangin. pas di perpus, dia nanya gini :
"la, kenapa?"
"kenapa apa deh?"
"ya lo berubah"
"gua ga ngerasa berubah, mungkin lu yang berubah"
oke you know. when we are at the library, we must still silent. dan dia kita sempet conv kea gitu di tengah sunyinya perpustkaan. tapi bu sisca yang baik ciamik berkoar di siang hari itu "yang ga bawa kartu perpus, keluar!!" suasana menjadi gaduh. gua keluar, 'b' juga. kita ke kelas. di kelas kita nyampe barengan. dan gua mulai conv :
"b, gua mau ngomong"
"silahkan"
"oke, gua ga ngacangin lo, tapi tanya manda, tanya nana. lo yang ngacangin gua, mereka juga"
"lah, siapa juga yang ngacangin lo pada, kebalik kali"
"eh dan itu tanpa sebab. mending ya ada sebab, ini. lo ga punya sebab yang jelas. ya udah deh. gua males ribut. gua masih harus padus, ya udah ya b, bye"
dengan santai nya gua keluar dari kelas dan menuju ruang musik.
abis dari padus, b minta maaf (enak bgt parah minta maaf) "ollaaaa, maaf ya. gua yang salah mungkin......" yaa intinya dia minta maaf.
dan hari rabu gua udh balikan layaknya bestfriend sesungguhnya.
okay, today. at 6.32 am, before school hours. dia minjem pr PKn gua, it's okay. its not easy. trus "makasih ya la" "samce samce" "minjem pr ipa dong" "gua belom ngerjain" whaaaaat?? lo masih mau minjem pr ipa gua? sori, emang gua boong. gua udh ngerjain, tp gua ga suka ada orang yang bisa seenaknya copy paste hasil kerja orang lain. paling engga, dia ada usaha dikit. ngerjain dulu kek, atau ga, kalo pr nya susah gua mau bantuin BUKAN NGASIH CONTEKAN. gua ga suka ada orang yang hidup manja. gua ga suka ada orang yang hidupnya suka ga tua diri, ga di perhitungkan. gua ga suka kalo ada orang yang ga mikirin perasaan orang lain yang menjadi object. oke, gua belom selese. dan dia sebel sama gua grgr itu. spesifik ga? alasannya jelas ga? coba gua tanya emang enak ya jadi haters? emang enak ya punya banyak enemies gitu? emang lo rasa hidup lo bakal have fun apa kalo punya enemy, trouble, ngerasa ga sih hidup ga bakal tenang kalo lo punya musuh dan masalah? aduuuh sumpah ya gua masih bete walau lo udh minta maaf.
okeoke bokap udah berkoar, gua udah puas. thanks a lot to fina, iren, manda, nana to be my diary :) BYE
mungkin gua sering bgt punya masalah sm dia. walau dia suka bilang kalo gua adalah bestfriendnya, itu ga begitu berarti buat gua. menurut gua, kata bestfriend yang sering dia lontarkan itu ga berarti apa apa kalo hasilnya yaa gini gini aja. oke kita kasih dia julukan 'b'
3 hari yang lalu gua sempet marahan sama dia. hhhm alasannya ga jelas, dia anaknya moody bgt, susah di tebak. oke oke gua ceritain, but it's secret okay? manda sama nana, mereka satu kelas sama gua, mereka temen gua, dan mereka bisa gua bilang bestfriend. mereka suka curhat sama gua, begitu juga gua. tapi 'b' ga suka kalo gua temennan sm mereka berdua. katanya gua berubah, katanya gua udh lama ga terbuka sm dia. tapi kalo gua curhat sama dia, ga bakal ada response yang bener, adanya juga rahasia gua kesebar ke seluruh penjuru angkasa. jadinya gua curhat sama manda, nana. yaa paling enggak mereka bisa ngasih solusi yang bisa buat gua berpikir dengan lancar. bukan gua aja yang curhat, tp mereka juga. dan itu ngebuat kita lengket, right?
'b' mulai sinis. seharian waktu itu gua di kacangin. pas di perpus, dia nanya gini :
"la, kenapa?"
"kenapa apa deh?"
"ya lo berubah"
"gua ga ngerasa berubah, mungkin lu yang berubah"
oke you know. when we are at the library, we must still silent. dan dia kita sempet conv kea gitu di tengah sunyinya perpustkaan. tapi bu sisca yang baik ciamik berkoar di siang hari itu "yang ga bawa kartu perpus, keluar!!" suasana menjadi gaduh. gua keluar, 'b' juga. kita ke kelas. di kelas kita nyampe barengan. dan gua mulai conv :
"b, gua mau ngomong"
"silahkan"
"oke, gua ga ngacangin lo, tapi tanya manda, tanya nana. lo yang ngacangin gua, mereka juga"
"lah, siapa juga yang ngacangin lo pada, kebalik kali"
"eh dan itu tanpa sebab. mending ya ada sebab, ini. lo ga punya sebab yang jelas. ya udah deh. gua males ribut. gua masih harus padus, ya udah ya b, bye"
dengan santai nya gua keluar dari kelas dan menuju ruang musik.
abis dari padus, b minta maaf (enak bgt parah minta maaf) "ollaaaa, maaf ya. gua yang salah mungkin......" yaa intinya dia minta maaf.
dan hari rabu gua udh balikan layaknya bestfriend sesungguhnya.
okay, today. at 6.32 am, before school hours. dia minjem pr PKn gua, it's okay. its not easy. trus "makasih ya la" "samce samce" "minjem pr ipa dong" "gua belom ngerjain" whaaaaat?? lo masih mau minjem pr ipa gua? sori, emang gua boong. gua udh ngerjain, tp gua ga suka ada orang yang bisa seenaknya copy paste hasil kerja orang lain. paling engga, dia ada usaha dikit. ngerjain dulu kek, atau ga, kalo pr nya susah gua mau bantuin BUKAN NGASIH CONTEKAN. gua ga suka ada orang yang hidup manja. gua ga suka ada orang yang hidupnya suka ga tua diri, ga di perhitungkan. gua ga suka kalo ada orang yang ga mikirin perasaan orang lain yang menjadi object. oke, gua belom selese. dan dia sebel sama gua grgr itu. spesifik ga? alasannya jelas ga? coba gua tanya emang enak ya jadi haters? emang enak ya punya banyak enemies gitu? emang lo rasa hidup lo bakal have fun apa kalo punya enemy, trouble, ngerasa ga sih hidup ga bakal tenang kalo lo punya musuh dan masalah? aduuuh sumpah ya gua masih bete walau lo udh minta maaf.
okeoke bokap udah berkoar, gua udah puas. thanks a lot to fina, iren, manda, nana to be my diary :) BYE
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